Cancer. I want to die. Help?

PLEASE help me.

he’s been diagnosed with anal sac adenocarcinoma. he’s almost 9. his bloodwork is perfect they don’t suspect a spread.

can i have hope? i’ve got a surgeon and oncology consult this week as well as a million vets in my corner. i went a little crazy.

is he going to be ok?

i am truly genuinely wanting to crash my car into a tree. i cant function. i haven’t slept. i cant eat. i cant do anything.

is there hope? at all? he is my soul mate.